I need an eating disorder or something. Not really
Journal Entry: Sun Jun 29, 2008, 7:04 PM
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Adoration - Listening to: "Vredesbyrd" by Dimmu Borgir
- Reading: English to Hebrew Dictionary
- Playing: Dawn of War: Soulstorm
- Eating: Pork
- Drinking: Soy milk
Damn it. Not really.
But I do need to start working out again. I used to be 115 lbs. I'm 150 lbs. That's the fattest I've ever been in my entire life. I know I'll probably get yelled at by saying 150 lbs isn't fat. But I'm just not quite myself in this new body. I've somewhat embraced it though. I'm not really cranky from being hungry all the time like I used to be and I enjoy having massive tits (Shai does too.) to compliment my already big butt.
And being the older man, Shai has given me some reassurance. He tells me that even though guys may have a skinny girlfriend and such, they usually covet girls with some meat on them. And in some cases the guys who cheat with a girlfriend, tend to cheat with a bigger girl most of the time. So from that, being bigger is more biologically and subconsciously appealing I guess. I personally think women are supposed to be somewhat soft, squishy, and with a little fat though.
Bah. I don't know. Maybe I'll just lose 15 lbs.
Devious Comments
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A thousand different paths, so many sterile ends! I chose the Devil's Path!
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She would not exchange her solitude for anything. Never again to be forced to move to the rhythms of others.
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A thousand different paths, so many sterile ends! I chose the Devil's Path!
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"I spoke untruths, and they believed them. I believed them. And now I look back and see, it was all a lie. Now I forget, for what is not remembered does not exist. And so I become a purer being, for I have told no lies."
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A thousand different paths, so many sterile ends! I chose the Devil's Path!
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...Cierras los ojos y entras como un niño a los lentos rescoldos del otoño, más allá de lo puro y lo destruído,
salvado tras el último silencio...
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A thousand different paths, so many sterile ends! I chose the Devil's Path!
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Unreal
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A thousand different paths, so many sterile ends! I chose the Devil's Path!
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A thousand different paths, so many sterile ends! I chose the Devil's Path!
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noc, noc. who's there? >D
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A thousand different paths, so many sterile ends! I chose the Devil's Path!
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alright, alright, I know these things are annoyin, but humour me- i thought I shud give u one, seein as its YOU! so ignore the stuff bout "10 ppl blah blah" like me, and just bask in my admiration
~ You can admire the person who admired you
~ You cannot admire a person more then once
~ You must do 10 other people
~ You can do random admires
~ You must do this if you admire some ones art work!
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"Why do you murmer? why do you dread the calm symmetry of death? is there no sucour to be drawn from oblivion? the pattern must be complete, birth is but the first preporation for death."
I like you... i'll kill you last
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Onga, need pretzel.
Love Pretzel
Me get Pretzel!
Pow zoom.
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HASAN, CHOP!!!
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A thousand different paths, so many sterile ends! I chose the Devil's Path!
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i'm only a fast food knight...
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"You cannot depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus."- Mark Twain
Advice: Click below!
Coolness
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A thousand different paths, so many sterile ends! I chose the Devil's Path!
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"You cannot depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus."- Mark Twain
Advice: Click below!
Coolness
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A thousand different paths, so many sterile ends! I chose the Devil's Path!
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"whoever loves discipline loves knowledge, but he who hates reproof is stupid" Proverbs 12:1
Why thank you.
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A thousand different paths, so many sterile ends! I chose the Devil's Path!
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